The Gospel of Barnabas · Chapter 131
Escaping Pride
His disciples drew nigh unto Jesus after the nightly prayer, and said: 'O Master, how must we do to escape pride?'
Jesus answered: 'Have ye seen a poor man invited to a prince\'s house to eat bread?'
John answered: 'I have eaten bread in Herod\'s house. For before I knew thee I went to fish, and used to sell the fish to the family of Herod. Whereupon, one day when he was feasting, I having brought thither a fine fish, he made me stay and eat there.'
Then said Jesus: 'Now how didst thou eat bread with infidels? God pardon thee, O John! But tell me, how didst thou bear thyself at the board? Didst thou seek to have the most honourable place? Didst thou ask for the most delicate food? Didst thou speak when thou wast not questioned at the table? Didst thou account thyself more worthy than the others to sit at table?'
John answered: 'As God liveth, I did not dare to lift up my eyes, seeing myself, a poor fisherman, ill-clad, sitting among the king\'s barons. Whereupon, when the king gave me a little piece of flesh, methought that the world had fallen upon my head, for the greatness of the favour that the king did unto me. And verily I say that, if the king had been of our Law, I should have been fain to serve him all the days of my life.'
Jesus cried out: 'Hold thy peace, John, for I fear lest God should cast us into the abyss, even like Abiram, for our pride!'
The disciples trembled with fear at the words of Jesus; when he said again: 'Let us fear God, that he cast us not into the abyss for our pride.'
'O brethren, have ye heard of John what is done in the house of a prince? Woe to the man that come into the world, for as they live in pride they shall die in contempt and shall go into confusion.'
'For this world is a house where God feasteth men, wherein have eaten all the holy ones and prophets of God. And verily I say to you, everything that a man receiveth, he receiveth it from God. Wherefore man ought to bear himself with deepest humility; knowing his own vileness and the greatness of God, with the great bounty wherewith he nourisheth us. Therefore it is not lawful for man to say: "Ah, why is this done and this said in the world?" but rather to account himself, as in truth he is, unworthy to stand in the world at God\'s board. As God liveth, in whose presence my soul standeth, there is nothing so small received there in the world from the hand of God, but that in return man ought to spend his life for love of God.'
'As God liveth, thou sinnedst not, O John, in eating with Herod, for it was of God\'s disposition thou didst so, in order that thou mightest be our teacher and [the teacher] of every one that feareth God. So do,' said Jesus to disciples, 'that ye may live in the world as John lived in the house of Herod when he ate bread with him, for so shall ye be in truth free from all pride.'
His disciples drew near to Jesus after the nightly prayer, and said: 'O Master, what must we do to escape pride?'
Jesus answered: 'Have you seen a poor man invited to a prince's house to eat bread?'
John answered: 'I once ate bread in Herod's house. Before I knew you, I was a fisherman and used to sell fish to Herod's household. One day, while he was feasting, I brought him a fine fish, and he made me stay and eat there.'
Then Jesus said: 'How did you come to eat bread with unbelievers? May God pardon you, O John! But tell me, how did you conduct yourself at the table? Did you seek the place of greatest honor? Did you ask for the finest food? Did you speak when no one had questioned you? Did you consider yourself more worthy than the others to sit at the table?'
John answered: 'As God lives, I did not dare to lift my eyes. I saw myself—a poor, poorly dressed fisherman—sitting among the king's barons. When the king gave me a little piece of meat, it seemed as though the world had fallen upon my head because of the greatness of the favor he had shown me. Truly I tell you, if the king had belonged to our law, I would gladly have served him all the days of my life.'
Jesus cried out: 'Be silent, John, for I fear that because of our pride God may cast us into the abyss like Abiram!'
The disciples trembled with fear at Jesus' words. Then he said again: 'Let us fear God, lest he cast us into the abyss because of our pride.'
'O brothers, have you heard from John how one behaves in a prince's house? Woe to the people who come into the world, for as they live in pride, so they will die in contempt and pass into disgrace.'
'This world is a house in which God gives men a feast, and in which all the holy ones and prophets of God have eaten. Truly, I tell you, everything a man receives comes from God. Therefore man should conduct himself with the deepest humility, recognizing his own lowliness, the greatness of God, and the great bounty with which God nourishes us. A man must not say, "Why is this done or that said in the world?" but should instead recognize himself, as he truly is, as unworthy to stand in the world at God's table. As God lives, in whose presence my soul stands, nothing received in this world from God's hand is so small that in return man should not be willing to spend his life for love of God.'
'As God lives, you did not sin by eating with Herod, O John, for God arranged it so that you might become our teacher and the teacher of everyone who fears God. Therefore,' Jesus said to the disciples, 'live in the world as John lived in Herod's house when he ate bread with him, and you will truly be free from all pride.'
His disciples drew nigh unto Jesus after the nightly prayer, and said: 'O Master, how must we do to escape pride?'
Jesus answered: 'Have ye seen a poor man invited to a prince\'s house to eat bread?'
John answered: 'I have eaten bread in Herod\'s house. For before I knew thee I went to fish, and used to sell the fish to the family of Herod. Whereupon, one day when he was feasting, I having brought thither a fine fish, he made me stay and eat there.'
Then said Jesus: 'Now how didst thou eat bread with infidels? God pardon thee, O John! But tell me, how didst thou bear thyself at the board? Didst thou seek to have the most honourable place? Didst thou ask for the most delicate food? Didst thou speak when thou wast not questioned at the table? Didst thou account thyself more worthy than the others to sit at table?'
John answered: 'As God liveth, I did not dare to lift up my eyes, seeing myself, a poor fisherman, ill-clad, sitting among the king\'s barons. Whereupon, when the king gave me a little piece of flesh, methought that the world had fallen upon my head, for the greatness of the favour that the king did unto me. And verily I say that, if the king had been of our Law, I should have been fain to serve him all the days of my life.'
Jesus cried out: 'Hold thy peace, John, for I fear lest God should cast us into the abyss, even like Abiram, for our pride!'
The disciples trembled with fear at the words of Jesus; when he said again: 'Let us fear God, that he cast us not into the abyss for our pride.'
'O brethren, have ye heard of John what is done in the house of a prince? Woe to the man that come into the world, for as they live in pride they shall die in contempt and shall go into confusion.'
'For this world is a house where God feasteth men, wherein have eaten all the holy ones and prophets of God. And verily I say to you, everything that a man receiveth, he receiveth it from God. Wherefore man ought to bear himself with deepest humility; knowing his own vileness and the greatness of God, with the great bounty wherewith he nourisheth us. Therefore it is not lawful for man to say: "Ah, why is this done and this said in the world?" but rather to account himself, as in truth he is, unworthy to stand in the world at God\'s board. As God liveth, in whose presence my soul standeth, there is nothing so small received there in the world from the hand of God, but that in return man ought to spend his life for love of God.'
'As God liveth, thou sinnedst not, O John, in eating with Herod, for it was of God\'s disposition thou didst so, in order that thou mightest be our teacher and [the teacher] of every one that feareth God. So do,' said Jesus to disciples, 'that ye may live in the world as John lived in the house of Herod when he ate bread with him, for so shall ye be in truth free from all pride.'